Thank you so  much to the guys who donated to me for the cats ! I will continue my work with them throughout the holidays so I still need donations! TO “Seek” .. he brought me two 20 pound bags of cat food yesterday when he arrived for his Thai Massage… I KNOW you liked your extra surprise. I am so touched when people do things for me I am moved to ..well..other happy emotions!

    I realise there are alot less people who care out there… in every field. NO one wants to donate a dollar, no one wants to do this or that.. When humans became so selfish they cant fix problems they created is when this world is shitty.People dont want to recycle, visit an old person in the nursing home, help a cat, donate to the ringing bell guys, give a dollar to a bum..nothing. It is all woe is me, me , me and my problems! I’m glad has cured me of that human condition and I can proudly say I am of a higher level and understanding. Even things I’m not personally interested in (like recycling tin..yuk) I still do or donate because thats what you are supposed to do ! This weeks lesson is to look outward and find a problem that needs you, not just at yourself. You’ll see that by doing some good deed your life will improve, there is Karma.. and there IS a way for you to turn your luck around.

   Enough of that , did I mention TCF bank SUCKS…any opportunity to rob you they will. I bought  a vegan whoppen on my card two weeks ago, they help the 5$ charge two weeks and then put it thru in the middle of the night when i have only 3$ and cahrge me 110$ for the over draft. One expensive whopper. One day I will find a way to beat that bank. I can hardly wait for it and other big ass companies..like insurance companies.. to be forced to make their prices affordable.. and to accept everyone. How I cant wait to laugh and dance and sing at their demise. Big ass parasitic companies!

   Whoa I sound like that crazy guy who uised to rant in the World Weekly Enquirer I used to read at my grandmas as a child. What was his name ? Ed? Yeah, but nothing like a good rant in the morning to cleanse the “feelings” palate.

    Ever had  a sybian appointment? I have one of those machines  and I love it.. but sometimes the heavy vibrations can be a little much.. got to love sex machines.

  I still cant express enough how well the Thai massage is going over. It’s actually a really good, beneficial massage that feels really great. The steamed towels around your feet , back  and head really moisturise windter skin, and the feel of my breasts pressing and slinding on your back is equally divine.

 Dont forget to do something GOOD today .. and something bad

welkommen

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Here are some pictures of the feral camp I am setting up. I got my trap in place today. I’vew already got a donation to cover its spay/neuter  and vaccinations! Yay! 

I will put updates sporadically on them, in betwen the sexy stuff! Once I catch them I have to spay neuter vaccinate and relocate so any  paypal donations sent to Ladydevastatingx@aol.com   will be put to good use.I can do one cat for 50$ . The donation I so graciously received from D today covered the negative amount in the bank for the trap as well as covered the amount to get the first cat fixed and rehomed in a heated barn! Thanks I heart you forever and would love to cook dinner for you one night , just let me know!

 Thanks  to J< whom I also whitelisted on ter today , for the two bags of catfood he is bringing tomorrow! You’ve made me and a multitude of ferals happy! But I need more help. Remember a few winters ago I did charity for xmas presents for 5 spanish speaking children in N Chicago ?Many of you donated toys, clothes, presents, and they had a great xmas..(searchable in escortblogs.net ) Well, this year my goal is to catch , fix and release each of the 12 ferals into a heated horse barn environment! I bet you I get it done too! I have such a  big heart and so do you guys! Mwah

 I was a little disappointented no one cared or helped me with the wild cat colony i wrote about and posted a few days ago . This is an adult community i realise and not something i plan to keep posting here.., but  at the same time I know you adults still have feelingsI thought I might get 10$ paypal and offerings of a few bags of food, but i received nothing, not even a good for you. Even though my bank accoutn was empty, i withdrew 60$(gonna be a overdraft charge for that ) this morn  and went and fed these kittens today.You should of seen them. 8 miles away I put a rubbermaid box with a hole filled with sraw, other bedding and food and water for them . They are skin and bones and freezing. .They are little kittens so i bought a trap to trap them so they will not die of starvation and coldI can humane trap them, spay and release at a heated horse barn.  . I will drive again and trap tonight. I’m not an extreme animal activist but I dont know how people can find out there are animals facing grueling deaths RIGHTdown the road and sit in their comfortable house and not do nothingmaybe read about it , when the problem is right there and SO easy to do something about..I mean reading this is harder then acting.People just care about themselves…. I guess thats what separates me from others. I care, and I will do something. A higher love and understanding for mother nature.Even the bible says (I  never read it either) “A kind man regardeth the beast.”  It really derpesses me that not one person reached out and wrote and said hey, great thing you are doing with the cats, here’s 2 bucks.. or hey, ill swing ya by a bag of  cat food.. thanks for this community service. Nothing. People like my sexy postings and pics here , but not enough to do a small thing that could make a big change in a beings life and make me so happy for all I give. It’s such a small thing. It suxs that no one , not ANYONE wanted to help. Everyone wants to take, but never to give.  At least heaven will be plenty spacious for me, eh . Seriously though guys I am really depressed. Its not often there is a smart and intelligent and caring escort like me that can give back to the world, it would just be nice if one person could have my back so i could continue. One person could say, good going.. here’s some litter or cat food or something .. but … nothing.

SUPER BUMMER

  I am depressed and do not feel like posting pics or anything today. After I make my porn i’ll go lay down and meditate and see if icant restore my faith in the human race, at least  the ones i know. I only ask once a year as the weather turns to freezing, Thanks for taking the time to read this.

 Here is a photo of one of the animals from last year.. frozen air burns all over his body , starving and cold. He lived down the street from you. There are tons more. What a difference in the life a bag of food and a warm place would make.

  I am  not expecting any  response to this as well, but it doesnt hurt to try one last time and to bring awareness..:) After this post.the blog will go back to its normal sexy self. But we must take somethings seriosuly once in awhile. . Please donate  a few dollars or food so I can prevent needless suffering and death . Have a warm and happy day ! I smelled snow in the air when I was in the woods feeding the ferals.Bet we’ll get alot this year! xoxoxo

Thanks to pf for the gg keeper.. i heart you forever

 I was sitting here on my couch today, trying to recover from jogging with the dog. I ran a quick shower and then glimpsed outside and seen a handsome man in casualwear headed for the door. Instantaneously i exclaimed oh! as realisation and memory flooded back to me and I had this appointment coming. Sure enough, my phone rang and it was him.I had forgot ! D’oh! wtf I never do that?

   I was a nervous wreck. For once I wasnt completely prepared and caught off guard I ran to put towels in the steamer and multitasking let my hair free of its clip, glad I had just wash and dried it. I threw off my tshirt and shirked into a babydoll while running to the bedroom and getting the lights and music going, i grabbed lipstick, put the dog up and groaned as I notised an unsightly blanket drying on the back of the couch. Too late he was at the door now.

   I was caught off guard and forgot to cover him with a blanket when he laid upon the table. First my heart is a mile a minute as I had been racing around like a chicken with my head cut off and then here he was handsome laying there with a toned butt. ” I’m kind of cold ” he says bringing this fumbling fool bak to reality and i rushed to get him a blanket. As I began rubbing him and giving all of my energies over to making him feel good my tension eased away and we laughed and talked an eased ourselves into a comfortable zone and I gave him splendid treatment he wasn’t even expecting. I know I more than made up for my initial spaciness.I look forward to seeing this Dr Oz look alike again! 

  GG ..a goddess of pleasure and relaxation ,love and all things good.

 One of the men I have been seeing a few years was coming over yesterday. We usually start with a prostrate massage with french conversation. This time, i wanted to mix it up. I pulled out a disposable ass vibrator ( a very tiny pearl) . I lubed it up and slipped in it in the middle of a particularly deep phrase , which set him to moaning and then off rather quickly with a big bang. He called later and says: that is why you are good, this is why I can never have enough of you,this is what keeps us guys coming back! The variety, the change, the intensity.I was pleased he articulated it so well. I know  was all I said, but I said it with a twisted naughty smile.

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here is a mini mini clip that very same client made of me years ago. I knew it would cum in handy some day.

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    I am thinking of shooting a two girl film soon, after acquiring double ended dildos, etc.. I was also thinking I would like a private audience of  a small handful of men to watch as her and I REALLY get into it. You could yell encouragements from off camera. You could maybe join in  . 200$ fee… drinks, food and naked freaking awesomeness included. Duration Two hours..watch this shoot live, be part of porn history, my first two girl!

 Here is a photo of a still frame :

the tamest still of a bunch

I know of some wild stray cats  colonised somewhere. You know me, I am very passionate. I have a big heart. POor stray starving cats.If I had a humane trap or two I could catch them neuter them so they cant breed  anymore and redeposit them at a heated horse barn to be mousers and have a good life. If i dont they will freeze to death this winter. The traps are 35$ each. ( I could rent from this shelter but its a rip off.cheaper to buy ..) I need two and I dont have any money for them as all of mine is sucked up in other charity animals… does anyone feel like making a donation to help me keep these animals from freezing to death?Because they will in less than a month.

  I know this isnt a very sexy post.. but I am running out of time. Too many animals out there, not enough caring people out there.With like 70$  If you can by paypal it would be awesome, I can take up the slack for the people who dont , because I do , I am worried for them. I can send you pictures of the life you helped me save if u donate to me. I spay or netuer them (out of my own pocket) then transplant them someplace safe and warm to live out their lives. I am discouraged today by the lack of  caring in society ….so Darlin wont you ease my worried mind? Its good for your karma too. Paypal  any amount of donation subject CAM at Ladydevastatingx@aol.com  I and the starving cast outs of society thank you.. the animal ones anyway   Also clients if they feel so inclined can bring me by a bag or two of Meow Mix from time to time. A colony is alot to feed! Have a beautiful Saturday!

Last Wild Thing I Saved

Have a heart on for life!