Archive for January, 2010I’m only too excited to get to Calinfornia. It’s so close. So much has been done, yet so much remains and only 1.2 days. ! Back and forth will be topsy turvy for awhile. I cant wait to get a wetsuit and board and roll a barrel. I miss socal so much! But my days here in Chicago may have to be conitued a little later on for a little while… But as for Tuesday I am outta here!
Dear Diary, I’m feeling so good I have began singing and dancing again this morning and even working on my vocals. Believe it or not, I can carry a tune and I think I’m getting my groove back, like stella… (i loved that movie) I even did two late nighters, which I never do. It was wildly fun. Wild night is calling me sometimes.
Dear Diary, I just woke up from a wonderful but rare nap on my couch. I was watching the new dvd Julia ans Julie about Julia Child and it was so boring I guess I dozed offI sat to type with a feeling someone was thinking about me and just as I began to type to you my phone was rining.I ignored it and thought of a nice green pond, with crickets and took a measured breath. I have a morbid fear of phones,when they ring I stare at them with building horror as if some extraterrestrial might be calling. Probably because I got a voicemail about my dad dying a few years back. It was so casual, i had to play it three times to believe it. I’m getting better but talking on the phone to anyone makes me breathless and my pulse races and I’d much rather email. My words come out easier through my hands. In fact, my mother and I only text, if that. I just sent her an expensive sweater I bought for her.I hope she likes it.Here’s a pic of me for you. I hope you like it.
I guess he thought I was going to go straight for his cock. I don’t know, but when i began to rub warm liquid(oiless,dries up…no sticky) into his whole pubic area I could see the anticipation in his eyes, not knowing what to expect.I was happy to see he had shaved..not that it matters,except slighty more pleasurable without the hair so you can add sensation to the skin. His lingam still lay soft anf fat, comfortably against the side of his leg as I made small circular motions with my hands all over the base and surrounding area. Kind of like a breast cancer exam.lol. I’m just getting circulation going, blood pumping, awakening his kundalini, energy. One hand picked up his scrotum and cradled it gently in my hand, letting the warmth penetrate and squeezing slightly. I began to massage the root chakra..(sacred spot) ..the part of a man that exists between anus and balls.. the taint.. the outser side of the prostrate. Still cradling his balls I massaged the root chakra and his scrotum skin tightened, me no longer needing to hold it. With both hands no free I massage the penile muscles at the base of the lingam, and I can control movement of the lingam by pressing these muscles a certain way. I move the lingam back and forth a few times without touching it, and this is where the man gets the look in his eye, the curiostiy is gone, he is relaxed and now awakening and looking forward to whatever is to come. I trace a line up his shaft with one finger with holding the tip of his dick head in a slight pinch with two fingers. Soft and pleasurable this prevents the man from having the contractions that cause orgasm. He takes in his breath, excited, having not ever been touched like this. He has been doing as I instructed and just lying there and breathing deeply, just receiving. He is not trying to come, or trying not to. He is expereincing heightened sensations from the breathing and can feel energy already coursing through his body. This is new and he is overwhelemed, relaxed and excited all at once. I love doing this. Now I begin the “Helmet Massage” Using softened liquid fingertips, i give the entire head of the lingam a massage all over, then over again. He has propped another pillow under his head and is watching,fascinated. His dick, which had been hard has now grown a bit laonger and it harder than ever, but yet he is not moved to orgasm. It’s almost too much to take, but dont stop. NOw I do the JUICER I gently ttwist the head in one way while shucking the shaft, up down, up down. This is intense and actually wrings more and more blood throughout the penis, making it so engorged I have to back off a bit so he can calm down. He is moaning low and long now, surprised, and not embarassed.. just in oblivion and a true captor of it, he can do nothing but experience shock wave after shockwave of weird new pleasure. I begin with the scrotum and scared spot again, leaving the lingam to pulsate thoruhgout the air, invigorated and amazingly hard. AS I work my way back t it the man is writhing, and after I feel he can take it no more , I allow him to release. And I had not prepared for such a big release..i must of took all of his come becuse it filled the whole towel under him. He was shaken, and needed time to relax and recover. I cleaned him with a steamed towel and removed the cummy towel that was under him and covered him with a soft fragrant blanket and as he relaxed to the calming music and surge of endoprhins through his body, i quietly leave the room feeling very much a goddess and pour him a steaming cup of Earl Grey.”Pretty intense stuff ” he says as he wakes froma breif slumber or doze , and looks at me like I am something otherwordly. goodgirl this is a free movie.so doubleclick it twice. . I had to shorten it to fit here so the scenes flash quicker..it was fun being spattered with fake blood..lol . Tonight I am filming a public voyeur type of scene thats way too hot ! This is a lingam massage. I pulled all my 180- good reviews (and one ok one) off of TER and they can be found here :http://groups.google.com/group/generosas-literary-corner–a-different-side-to-me-?hl=en and here :http://www.escorts.com/reviews/2509817/sanegoddess You can find some on TBD :http://www.bigdoggie.net/reviews/by-id/66736.html I am not a fan of reviews but if you must post, post them here. Bigdog is a great site up and coming, theeroticreview is a trashy site filled with newbie vips and questionable characters. If you DO go there, be very careful there!But I would ask that you boycott it! Have a great weekend everyone. I look forward to seeing some of you. xoxoGG ter is not getting to display my 180 awesome reviews, I have well established myself. Anyone that joins the site http://www.TheBigDoggie.net ( i think its like 10 or 20 $ once) will receive a 50$ discount from me at time of session! Lets build up this board as we take the other one down. Make sure and mention I am the one who sent you.
I am not answering my phone, so if you are someone i know and want an appt email me, i missed two of you last night sitting here , warmed off a little tequila, I would of loved to have you.
Good morning! How is everyone. I am awesome, besides waking up at the buttcrack of dawn. Damned internal alarm clock. My phone number is changing after today, as some weirdo(s) are calling me, i hate that. I’ll send it to those of you who need it. Socal in 4 days. Goodbye snow and drama. Hello Del Mar. 
“Hey little girl is your daddy home, did he go and leave you all alone?I’ve got a bad desire,oh,oh I’m on fire.At night I wake up with my sheets soaking wet and a freight train running through the middle of my head,I can take you higher” Warm tingles as I sit on the hard desk chair and as I cross my legs and my thighs press together. Two shots of tequila and I’m on fire. I’m dressed crazy,I blend in with the Hindi wives. I’m feeling fine and eager to reach my destination ,home.I don’t care that it’s winter,I’ll get a wetsuit .Stoked out hitting a gnarly one with my boogyboard,55 degrees or not…. When you hear the song by Zac Brown Band “Toes in the water” think of me, in fact, youtube it, the video is hysterical.
Smangela petit.. she is over 60, keeps all of your info and will bug you incessantly with psychotic delusions. spaci of aproflo: a want to be hedi fleiss times two, she also is “head ” of other undesirable things and is just a “big “passover.Sounds like a man, looks lie a linebacker.
New updates in the store. http://www.escortblogs.net/generosagoodhand.htm This is the truth, make it a point not to see them. You wont be missing much
I had really weird dreams last night. Everything was topsy turvy, everywhere I went I effected a change in people that seemed to make them angry and me wildly, deliriously happy. In fact I felt myself spinning out of control with power and in my dream asked myself,why am I doing this? INcredulously, I threw all of the shouting people into a giant bouncing ball that materialised and began rolling the ball down a hill towards a cliff. The surface was very sticky and left pine resin on my hands that smelled foul. It was like some old sci-fi movie i seen when I was 4 with these three screaming men in a box, banished to space. What was that ? Anyway, as the ball got towards the bottom of the cliff it picked up momentum and i let it go to wave and smile, knowing they were falling into abyss and ecstatically happy about it.I was wearing the outfit from willy wonka of the little girl with the lollipop. After the ball dropped I ran to the edge and tiny smooth and happy pebbles rolled underneath my toes and fell off to rain over the big ball, which was now floating away on the surface of a brown ocean. The sky above turned purple then brilliantly so, and flowers grew instantaneously, the ocean morphed turquoise.. The world was again, a happy place. Isn’t that weird? LOL . Probably the product of melatonin, a vitamin I take at bedtime.:)  farewell, black hair dont miss ya!
I doubt the dream had anything to do with ter, unless maybe it was me ridding the world of it, which i hope to do if I smart enough. It makes me laugh ironically to know they removed my reviews for spite and “take that ” malicious intent and I was able to steal their thunder from it; I already don’t want them up anymore. I am retiring soon , like I’ve been saying to focus entirely on my online projects. Duh…..Those reviews were a crudely made pain in my ass and I am grateful for them removing them, even though they were trying to hurt me in doing so . To return the favour I have spent an hour meditatingas i do everyday bur differently; ordering the rapid but steadily slow deterioration of the site. Many people might think you can’t effect a change through meditation. But I (and the Free Masons, etc) say they are wrong. I’m very powerful in my mind and many spirit guides illuminate the way. If you think I’m crazy, you have no imagination more later! “thanks for a wonderful time and a perfect 10 experience be safe and best wishes to the goddess on the west coast”
thanks A, I adore you.
I have been getting legions of these and so many calls. ter is so trashy now. everyone I know is boycotting the site. YOU join the club! ;0 Dear GG : I think the mod came down a little hard on you. If they understood both sides and had a little understanding of how frustrating it is trying to deal with ter … I’ve had over 10 additional reviews rejected that I simply gave up on after spending too much time trying to rewrite. Its no wonder the head honchos are overwhelmed and can’t get anything done in a timely manner, and when they do its contradictory half the time … but dont’ get me started ah, damned that erotic review too busy puffing out their chests to run their site . update:7:12 p.m. omg my email and phone have been buzzing nonstop. I havent had this many email since I dont know when. I can scarcely catch my breath..literally. IN between calls and letters I weeze around looking for my inhaler. Laughing and carrying on nearly gives me asthma attacks if I’m all worked up. I went an bought a beautiful blue silk Sari outfit ..the long dress top and matching pants and shawl that is the outfit to most women in India. It looks awesome on and for an odd reason I can’t describe I love the look and feel and idea of it. More later xoxoxo
SO I moved my reviews to this location , they will be accessible on their own page on my site soon as well as my new global site in progress!!!!!……… Thank God.. theeroticreview stinks.Corrupt and ignorant. Until them you can follow this link and read them all without having to pay ter to see them! All the juiciness! http://groups.google.com/group/generosas-literary-corner–a-different-side-to-me-?hl=en NOW YOU CAN READ THEM ALL FOR FREE AND NOT HAVE TO PAY A SHODDY SITE LIKE TER
The ball is rolling good on my new site, and i will also keep this one with Bella of course as I love her and her work alot and I will be worldwide also with many affiliates through visa! Pretty costly proccess…..im rambling back to the subject : Thank goodness I am off of that trashy site! I’d ask that people refrain from reviewing me in the future. Although flattering and good for business, they lead other types your way and make you sound a little less than human. ter can suck a cock i am glad i pulled and got to tell em off before shutting me down,lol. Idiots.
here are two mini reviews: DEEPTHGHT’S REVIEW OF GENEROSA GOODHAND / TRACI Generosa was very easy to setup an appointment with. I exchanged a She led me back into her bedroom, which had a smoke machine running …we went on to some LFK, followed by some DFK – that part is my After that, the clothes came off, and after some more DFK, she started Then, after some more DFK, the cover came on, and we started with some She would have been up for more, but I’m a one cup guy (she said she’d I had such a great time, I actually came back a couple days later for I highly recommend Generosa – and I will be back! I have been wanting to meet Traci for the longest time. I wish I would We got comfortable and in between kisses we climbed on the bed. Traci
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let me know if you need their websites so you can put them on yor avoid list.3 more days til Cali ! Woo!
