All I know right know is that I’m hard and your not here ..

strumming

goodgirl  double click good girl twice, then twice again… it is a shortened version of my artsy film and turn up your volume!

ALSO I am doing doubles with Champagne, here is her site info:http://indycandygirls.com/inside.php

I am on my camsite but its all messed up and wont display my cam..grr…. i hate when sites malfunction.. anyway here are some cool photos i took.. arent i cute with curly hair. I will never straighten it again…. or dye it black. oh btw… new movie for you in my members area… I am in my jammies and get an awesome POV yonni massage !

                                                                                                              http://www.watchme.com/MovieDetail.aspx?id=24373

 Happy Monday everyone, isnt it a beautiful one? Todays challenge for you is to count your blessings. Instead of naming what you don’t have, think of what you do!  I do this sometimes and it always stops my complaining, keeps me humble and grateful as well. Now you try .It adds a new perspective to things  otherwise darkened by recession. More later. I am going to take some photos of the new me soon.,.xoxox

p.s. remember you can always find free video clips in my blog by searching ,”free video clips” or join my members site :
http://www.clips4sale.com/store/31122

is Johnny Depp dead or is it all hype ? I’d hate to think it was true, i had a dream about wet road and railing last night.

   Two days ago I bought some stupid mc cormick garlic and pepper grinder and it contained gluten . Eating this and not knowing it i became very ill and topped it off with a massive asthma attack that landed me a stay with lots of blood drawing and breathing treatments. I could not go home until i finished the prescribed amount. I did not have my purse shoes or phone so didn’t or couldn’t email anyone. I am home now and have been since late last nite. I am just getting up and around so i will try to answer voice and email asap.IN case you are wondering, lol I am fine and  def. not mad at anyone or disappeared or anything. xoxo

shu-eesh! AN are you ok would have been nice from someone

this was a letter i sent out to some very cool people who thought i disappeared off the face of the planet or was mad at them. Nope, just poisoned myself with gluten, which i am allergic too and then had a whopping asthma attack! I am sooo ready for it to be tomorrow and it will all be part of the past! When you’re a new enceliac these things happen frequently and I learn as i go along.   please dont tell me johnny depp really died? Is it a hoax? Enquiring minds want to know.

 wow I just woke up from a nap. I never take naps, but then I awoke at 3 30 am this morning again. I hate when i do that. Stumbling into the bathroom groggily when I see myself in the mirror jump at first not recognising myself. The new style of hair is so diferent and bigger than what I am used to looking. I look really hot. I promis I will post some pictures Monday…. I have been so busy lately. As my adult content increases so does my memberships and  I am always planning a new film, or looking at adult templates for this site or that site that my friend is building. I’m learning so much about editing and site building and  anime and etc that my brain is again expanding instead of imploding.

   I am booked throughout the weekend and look forward to another good week. When I am busy all week and weekend I love it . And with the tanning and personal trainer.

dont forget to donate to  Haiti. You can text 90999  subject HAITI to automatically donate 10 off your phone bill. It is reliable and will only come once. Michelle Obama is sponsoring it.

 it seems there are haters who read my site and report back to scorned people their findings, eager to stir shit , their eyes vivid with pleasure they receive from gossipping, the feeling of self importance for the minute soothing them. Here is some material for your findings. Whoever you are that are reporting to that  tenacious client I banned , this letter is for you,  for this is what I sent him. I know you’ll want to read it too! and know that karma waits for you….

 MY LETTER TO A HARRASSER:

Quit using all of your “big” words as armour  and slinging them at me when we both know in person you’re too much of a pussy  to say anything at all .Behind the screen you find the confidence you lack in life.   I’m removing the whole blog, was already.Dont you dare write me and say WHOA.. you are not allowed to contact me anymore. I have asked you once, now I am telling you. This is viewed as persistent harrassment by me and WILL NOT Be tolerated in ANY form. I suggest you take your petty psychophantic fat ass somewhere else and find something else to do besides bother me, because I’m a smart girl and know several ways to deal with situations like this. I have probono lawyer advice and this isnt my first rodeo. So take your chaps off and go crawl (or lumber in your case) under the rock from which you came.It has come to my attention you are an idiot far beyond what i originally presumed… go and check my webpage in five minutes.. you’ll find no repulsive trace of yourself there************* (except for this..HA ha ha )

 It may seem that i am mean by this letter. I am just a very passionate person. And this guy is a serious pain in the arse!A boil on the butt of humanity  I run into an average of 1.3 of them every two years..lol

pic of old me… will take some of new me soon

 In other news for the rest of you I ADORE….My new hairdo is way hotter than Shakiras. Yesterday I was taking a video of me dancing and goofing off and I caught a spirit or ghost orb come onto the screen and begin eerily enough to dance along with me. So freaky . I’ve watched it a dozen times and it moves around on its own accord…I will put a link to it later so you can see it and let me know your  thoughts. I have been photographing orbs for quite some time but never got a moving one on video before.

  I got my Cook Co License in the mail yesterday! Woo… congratulate me on being a legal eagle business owner now. As a goddess I must share my holistic healing powers with most of you. It would be a shame not to. I’ll be back with the link soon!

Meanwhile chek out this link http://www.chicagotransgender.net/ggbanners.html I love advertising!

HERE IS THE LINK OF THE ORB DANCING WITH ME>>> IT comes in the last quarter from the left and bobs up and down and “dances with me” freaked me out , though i know i have alot of spirits around me.http://www.watchme.com/watchmovie.aspx?movieid=24373

I had no plans to ever post this video..i am in underwear dancing in the dark for exercise..really stupid like/.. when i seen the orb..whoa it enters left and hangs over the blind for awhile.moving up and down and onto the wall. what do you think?

 I stumbled into the escort world blindly. I hadnt even imagined it, but had known i would since I was 8. Two things helped propel me I was(am) beautiful inside and out and naturally gave a great blow job ,even back then in my naivety. Men kept coming back for more appointments and new ones lined up . Some men told me they were RoomService members..I didn’t know what that was and so foolish was I that it scared me and I didn’t see them only the others. Then one day a man came over and told me I had great reviews. Foolish  and blinking I looked back at him and said ” What are reviews?”  to which he replied something like ‘are you serious’ and jumped on my computer and typed in http://www.theeroticreview.com  and the whole sordid rotting belly of the internet opened before me and I sat there for hours gape mouthed and absorbent like a sponge just looking at everything. It wasn’t long before I joined RS and here I am today.

what i am

“philosophy is walk on slippery rocks, religion is a light in a fog ” edie brickell

I have been spending alot of time down at my crotchety and spiteful grandmas house? Why is it when people get really, really old they turn catty and spiteful and seem to have a complaining voice for everything?
Anywho, I was playing the piano and paused, seeing a new (old) photo on top of it I hadn’t noticed before. In the photo was clearly an old Native American woman. Banging the d and c cord together a few times just to annoy grandma I asked, “Who is that old Indian woman in that photo ?” She looked at me in irritation and said, “That old woman is your great great grandma sissy.” Doubtful, I look back to the photo. I had been told all of my life she was “gypsy” or Egyptian”. I have even bragged about it.
“Grandma” I say accusing and whiny sort, liking the fact that she is still alive for me to pull this with… ” I thought you said she was egyptian?” My grandmother looked at me and snapped ” Of course not, she was all Mowhawk!!Thats just what I called her she was so “dark”, don’t you brush your hair anymore ? ”
See what I mean about spite with the hair and the “dark” remark ? After telling her no, I dont brush my hair anymore..that i sort of sit and stare at the wall drooling all day and twiddling my thumbs she scoffed, tsked and walked off to forget what she was doing in some other room. HA
But anyway I do apologise.. I AM NOT Egyptian (crap there goes my popularity with the Middle Eastern Guys lo j/k) I am Mohawk and brit descendant paternal and cheyenne and brit settler mix on the maternal side. NOw i wonder if i can get a huge discount on school for being indian and getting killed off and my land stold and what not. I hope so.
Refusing anymore heresay from my grandmother I demanded to borrow the family geneology book AND the one called Meadow Mountain Massacre where Mormons and other Indians killed off all her aunts n uncles coming in a wagon train from Arkansas, even slaying children with axes in their backs. Brigham Young ordered it. Pretty good reading except to know its my relatives that were being slayed by mormons and indians that were fooled into it by the Morms.. (what a paradox).
I am happy to announce all else in my family is as i knew it was, and that that famous dead president is still my GGGGGGG grandfather! Between that and the famous meadow mountain massacre, I’d say I hav a pretty famous family history. But anyway i am runnning down off of my long wind.. before leaving my grandmothers I snapped a picture of my great great grandma sissy, the Mowhawk… i dont know that we look alike…. but i love her nose. NO wonder I am so hot tempered or wait..is that a stereotype?

Website: http://www.Generosa-Goodhand.com

here is a photo from the book.. a famous dead uncle of mine.. he was the only child to not be killed at the Meadow Mountain Massacre. Thank God ! Unfortunately he died at 23 of tuberculousis after surviving  and being raised by mormons then kidnapped back by his family. Pretty cool eh….